All the these years i wanted to have one peaceful day where nobody expects anything from me or i expect anything from someone.Yesterday was the day for once in my life i saw green .No, i didnt mean it as in greenery around or environment but green in the psychological way.
In psychology , green means soothing, relaxing mentally and physically,alleviating of depression,nervousness and anxiety, sense of renewal, self control and Harmony.Well i saw green a full bright colour which happens rarely in my life.
In the present days , we have become so busy that even if are staying nearby a friend , we dont feel like moving our ass up from the place to their place.Coz we are comfortable here why go there where anything might happen.Sometimes i wonder whether its our laziness thats makes us think like this or maybe the fear of change in routine or the myth effect.
Last night i went for a film , which most of you might have watched already, i waited for it for so many days for the film coz we have Rana who's debuting in Bollywood , For Abhishek ,coz Game got over and i was expecting some nice film from his side, Bipasha's lingo ,Pratiek's natural acting and nothing else ...But i got a call in the middle of it , and the caller was a friend of mine, more than friend he is like a family member to me whether i could make it to my cousin's birthday.Considering the options i had like watching the movie i waited for,30kms away from the place ,no transportation ,since 11pm everything shuts in hyd(sick i know) .I said like anyone would have said"I would try" but after saying that , for once i felt that i am being wanted by people in a family do, and i really didn't wanna miss .
The next thing i did, i left the hall took this seven seater auto which was little faster than a cycle traveled a little far, when i saw a bus ,i jumped out of it and took the bus ...then it was until a certain point ...so took an auto which was no better than the bus i took or the seven seater . And all through the journey , i had experienced anxiety , nervousness and so on which was nothing new...But i made it just a few minutes before 12.
Was i happy ? You bet i was ...and as i mingled with the rest of the friends and enjoyed the cake and food....I never liked a celebration but this one time i felt like a family gathering ...coz i didnt have to worry about anybody or anything ...i was just "ME" ...just myself .No fake smile , Nothing to hide...Nada.
The next day when i woke up , i really had a good sleep after a long long time....for the first time in many years i had a good time ,a sound sleep and a very very good coffee (done my by sister whom i love so much like my mother).
Overall it was a day i was happy , i am glad that i missed the movie for such an important do.And thank god (if he exists for once that you really did give me a day that i asked for ,now don't get high alright).
I just finished my coffee and am writing this post , i am gonna save it as a draft and when its completed , you would see this post.I just don't know how to thank everyone at the party and my sister 'n' brother-in-law for giving me such a wonderful day...May god bless you both ( Srijana and Teja)
Was i happy ? You bet i was ...and as i mingled with the rest of the friends and enjoyed the cake and food....I never liked a celebration but this one time i felt like a family gathering ...coz i didnt have to worry about anybody or anything ...i was just "ME" ...just myself .No fake smile , Nothing to hide...Nada.
The next day when i woke up , i really had a good sleep after a long long time....for the first time in many years i had a good time ,a sound sleep and a very very good coffee (done my by sister whom i love so much like my mother).
Overall it was a day i was happy , i am glad that i missed the movie for such an important do.And thank god (if he exists for once that you really did give me a day that i asked for ,now don't get high alright).
I just finished my coffee and am writing this post , i am gonna save it as a draft and when its completed , you would see this post.I just don't know how to thank everyone at the party and my sister 'n' brother-in-law for giving me such a wonderful day...May god bless you both ( Srijana and Teja)
